I always knew I was very lucky that Mr.T chose me and let me take care of him….I knew he is special..and while I m trying ( I’d lie if I said very much so just trying) to become new Rineke Dijkstra, Mr.T smoothly, without any big effort entered the world of advertising and is on his way to be a known face, maybe even celebrity…well I showed him this ad, which is his first one….he did not say much, I think he is still not sure if he wants to be a star :)
tomorrow we’r leaving to Israel…everything is happening so fast, only yesterday we came from Italy and today I finally managed to unpack all the stuff I brought from Warszaw, washing machine did not stop even for a minute, preparations are going on, cameras are packed, nervosity is in the air….I know I should be very excited…and of course I am, kind of, but Mr.T is not going with us….he will not be walking by my side for next three weeks and I simply can not imagine that…as Mr.B said T is my polyp, so how can I be without him for such a long time….I hope we’ll be very busy in Israel so that I will have no time to think and I hope whatever photos we’ll bring from there are gonna be worth those feelings I’m fighting all day today…we’ll see
foto by Mr.B of course …. somewhere in Grado
since yesterday Warszaw…flat is a mess…I am a mess….weather is a mess…Mr.B is in the bath with his new Kindle, dont know what to think about that….washing machine was fool of socks which I forgot to wash before we left, when I opened it Mt.T turned green, since than he does not want to be alone, dont know what to think about that either…I am scanning hard the only one film I did in one month, dont know what to think about that…I hear Edith Piaf singing from our “saloon”, what to think about that?!….and while scanning I found this great project that I find extremely good, at least something is clear :)
after the robbery we are again busy doing and arranging stuff that has nothing to do with our plans…again 0 photos…just different workers coming and going every day…nervousity is raising….the air is full of tension…once Mr.B is desperate and when he is getting better I m getting worse…we just want to spend our days in some creative way but the reality is different…we r talking about alarm, lights in the garden, drilling walls, putting cables and so on….Mr.T is suffering under this circumstances and in order to release his anger he decided to lead fights with the birds coming to our garden…..times are difficult for all of us :)
…some people say that if you want something you have to think very hard to get it and it works….other say to take it easy, cause too much wanting is contra productive…so should I want it or should I not ?
The polish adventure started three weeks ago. I feel like constantly riding on roller-coaster. Ups and downs, more of downs I have to say. Guess I m not good at handeling situations when its cold and snowing, everything seems to be more difficult.
I dont really take much photos. Actually I take zero photos. Is it a lack of inspiration? Is it caused by frozen fingers and cold feets?
If your soul is too heavy? We can store it for you….
I ll pick it up later, maybe in march….
Or I ll try to warm up and become a friend with Mr.B ‘s scanner, which hates me
Until than only some by-the-way hits