Japan video

 

I was in Japan twice in my life. First time I was pregnant with Leo, second time with Gaia. Having kids is an amaizing one of a kind, unique journey which I wish I started much sooner so we could have at least tree little people but I know this will not happen anymore. So at least next time I go to Japan I will fully enjoy some hot baths. This little blink is a continuation of our trip one year ago as a family of 4 already. Gaia than was HUGE, SCARY unknow to us. And today all the pieces of our puzzle are in the right place. Its nice to be family of four. Everything is just perfect

 

Trip to Japan 2016 from eyaeya on Vimeo.

New Zealand video

 

It is little off topic maybe, for sure out of date….video from our trip to NZ one year ago
Life is just to fast…and I should not have watched it this morning. Seeing Leo so small and cute and still a baby tore me appart. Its unfair that babies are babies for so short and everything else takes ages. I blinked my eyes and he is suddenly so grown up and big and independent and I miss his tinyness. I remember that I always wanted to soak in every single moment with him to feel and keep in my memory and it is only one year and so many moments have been forgoten. I want to recall that touch on his little nose, my fingers through his long hair that were soft like feathers but all I have is videos to remind me of those ephemeral seconds, blinks. And I am thankfull we could have such moments together but its not enough, nothing is enough to soak it all in and not let go.

 

New Zealand Trip 2016 from eyaeya on Vimeo.

first trip of 2016

 

Breaking the silence with a video from our trip to Sicily.I really really hope I’ll be spamming you more often this year with my posts. Lets say Phoenix arose from the ashes :)

 

WOW

 

Just a short note here.

Children’s view of the world is probably the most valuable thing that we are losing. Having a child is a second chance we are given.

 
 

moving pictures from Malta

moving pictures from Malta

 
Long awaited video from Malta. Its been already two months since we came back, but time is no longer a comprehensible quantity :)

I believe, ok I am almost sure a new post with photos will follow anytime soon :)

 

 

Leo and Malta from Bart Pogoda on Vimeo.

 

 

moving pictures from Primorje

  

and little video from our trip….enjoy your sunday

  

  
Primorje from Bart Pogoda on Vimeo.
 camera, edit, colors – Silvia & Bart Pogoda
music Pink Martini – Anna (el negro zumbon)
www.bartpogoda.net
www.silviapogoda.com

  

back to the woods

back to the woods

  

yesterday was finally the day after a long long winter that I could enjoy outside….not in the park but in the wood, seeing no people, hearing no disturbing sounds of cars, bicycles, telephones…I loved it…it made me feel so clam….last days I m starting to feel better…no more 20 hours sleep a day, no more stomach aches….but I think the less I feel physical pain the more its getting on my “head” :) I’ve been going thorough our blog archives looking at the memories of the time we spent together – Mr.B, Mr.T and I ….I felt so nostalgic…I know its never gonna be the same again..of course something new is coming…but as I never had kids before and for last 20 years there was no babies in my close family, this new reality that is waiting for us is so abstract that even if trying hard I can’t imagine what its gonna be like, how its gonna feel…for now all I feel is sort of a ending to one part of a story…I’ve realized that its been just tree of us till now and that we were doing pretty well..most of the time in no need to connect to world around…

  

couple of days ago Mr.B wrote me a short email saying: ” I really liked our trip to japan. i fell like we were only people there and the rest of them they were just background. love “…I just loved it because that is pretty much how the last four years felt like …..

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

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I don't want my life to be a reason for other's life to be a suffering that is why I am vegan and that is how I want to raise my son. I love my little family, birds, rainy days and life on the road. I believe in life before death :).


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