today is 6.12. and I am melancholic like crazy…my family has a looong tradition of celebrating this day, we r meeting together, my mom prepares small performance (pretending she is St.Nicolas sneaking into the room) to entertain all of us but mostly my grand mom who is shining from happiness, this year I m not at home and all would be good if I did not get a package from my sis in the morning to remind me of the day and to bring a bit of christmas atmosphere…it was supposed to make me happy but I was crying for two hours…well anyway…I remained melancholic for the whole day and Mr.B got totally depressed looking at me…so I decided to finish cleaning the mess in my computer and hard drives which I’m trying to do already second day…but to say the truth looking at the old photos is really not the best way to get back in the good mood….I guess all I can say after today is ….

Lulaaaaaaaaaaaaa ved ty vies

before I archive and clear my comp and my head to fill it with something new a bit of dj-ing …. recycled compilation