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one day in Kraliky

one day in Kraliky

Did not post here much last weeks…but there was really not much to say or share…my home confinement is almost over…one more week and I’ll be able to change place after 7 weeks….I was trying to think when was the last time that I spent so much time in one place, without a car and possibility to leave….I think it might have been when I was around four years old :D….thinking back of those 6 weeks I only see one day…one day as the other…same…and now I know how Zofka feels in her life…people around change, they come and go, but she stays and this time I stayed with her….I would not call these weeks creative in any way..feeling of frustration and anger at the beginning slowly unnoticed developed into some form of apathy…I even returned to FB which made me feel like a loser :)….but now as my departure to Warszaw starts to feel almost tangible I m feeling my energy coming back…and I even feel pissed that I had such an amazing possibility to stay 6 weeks in a peaceful and quiet nature surrounding, in calm harmony and I only remember one day………maybe it is this one………..

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4 May 2012/ by silviapogoda/ in --/ 5 Comments
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  • Migdala says:
    May 4, 2012 at 7:55 am

    “Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving. What you have caught on film is captured forever… it remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything.”
    (aaron siskind)

    … it really is… :-)

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  • Anonymous says:
    May 4, 2012 at 8:40 am

    Hmm. Complete opposite of my feelings. I feel guilty leaving the hills. It’s the eternity and realizing that I am an isolated entity that somehow should fit in the ecosystem, that makes me feel alive. Yes, feedback is nice as we feel we do something in our life, but I like the dynamics of the Forrest better. Seems like times stops, but if you lift the leaves, you will find creatures that would be born and die within those 6 days. :)

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  • silvia sencekova says:
    May 4, 2012 at 8:47 am

    Well don’t get me wrong. I feel my best when I m NOT in the city, when I m not surrounded by crowds of people, smoke from the cars and noises that make me go crazy. My biggest dream is to have a house set in a huge garden far from the city. I don’t mind staying in the nature with myself, I mind the feeling that I can not go, go for a walk, take a car and drive for a trip, or simply get a car and drive Zofka to hospital when she does not feel well…I mind being locked and depended on people around me, wherever it is. I m happy change is coming and I will be allowed to simply GO somewhere, to move around

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  • Denisa Velka says:
    May 9, 2012 at 8:06 am

    this pictures make me cry, very nice. reminds me my grandmother, the glasses, stick and also they look very similar.unfortunately I cant spent the time with her anymore. I miss her so much.

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  • Monika says:
    May 9, 2012 at 11:23 pm

    So much depends on our perception, doesn’t it. Independence, and that basic freedom of choice, is somehow crucial to our enjoyment of a moment.

    It’s funny, I was recently thinking very similar things about my two years in Warsaw. I felt captive while I was there, and now, given choice, I would return gladly. I can’t believe how much time I wasted while there. I love your description of a memory of just one day, it really captures so much for me.
    PS: Zofka seems like such a darling person :) I hope you both are doing well.

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I don't want my life to be a reason for other's life to be a suffering that is why I am vegan and that is how I want to raise my son. I love my little family, birds, rainy days and life on the road. I believe in life before death :).


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